I have started a new blog, one which I intend to be daily. It probably won't work out that way, but I'm going to try! As with my other blog, "surreal paradise", I'm sure no one will read this, but I will be writing updates on my daily life and average thoughts. As of right now, my day has gone nicely, and I spent it not getting anything done.
I got my hair cut, and now it's about shoulder length, and though I want it professionally dyed, I can't afford that kind of thing. So, hopefully my friend will dye it for me tonight so I don't have to look at those awful roots anymore. They're horrendous. Even the hairdresser agreed that I'd let it go too long.
Well, it's not like I have anyone to impress anyway. Since I'm "newly single", I don't know what to do with myself. It seems the only way I get things done is to be left entirely alone, and now that I'm living in a family house again I'm aching for quiet and loneliness. Of course, "loneliness" for me is being alone to a degree. I loathe being single. It's miserable and heartbreaking, especially watching other couples explore the new secrets of each other.
In other news, I'm writing again, albeit slowly. A dream sparked a new idea and it's being very carefully planned out in a word document.
I wish I could be more dedicated to this post right now but I'm watching Two and a Half Men and it's rather distracting!
Anyway, this page is really just going to be about the inner ramblings of a 19 year old girl who has nothing better to do then write down every thought that goes through her head. In the words of the character of Julie Powell in "Julie and Julia" that I watched last night, "I can write a blog! I have THOUGHTS!"
Goodnight, non-readers.
