I don't think I make enough money to fuel my dreams.
I get paid tomorrow and I already have plans for more than will be written on the check. All I can hope for is longer hours, or a raise. :/
Yeah, I guess maybe I don't need to buy so many Christmas presents. Or such high quality groceries (not the "no name" brands), or premium cat food for my two boys. Maybe I don't need Facebook or Twitter on my Blackberry, therefore making my $60 phone bill unnecessary. I mean, I have to pay rent, I have to make sure I have enough for my bi-weekly loan payment (on a scooter I haven't used in months and eventually hope to sell), I have to eat, and my cats have to eat. I could cut corners but I figure when I'm making $11 an hour and could afford (somehow) to buy all the same things, pay all the same bills, while paying at least $300 more a month to live in the apartment, I don't know why I'm hemorraging money. Plus, when I was paying all that for the apartment, I was only making $9 an hour. And I was lucky if I got 60 hours per pay period. Maybe I'm going too wild on this Christmas stuff? All of my family members are capped. They have to be, or I'd go nuts.
