I bought a new laptop a couple of days ago and I'm very happy with it. Sadly, some of my files didn't transfer from my old one, so I lost many pictures (not ones I'd taken, thankfully) and about 90% of my music. That one was a hard hit - the pictures I can get back; they were mostly pictures of bands or tv actors from shows I love, or movie wallpapers. But the music will be hard to replace. Most of it was downloaded - unfortunately - illegally, using platforms like limewire and a program that transfers audio from Youtube into mp3 files. Anyway, I'm going to do my downloading properly this time, and since I'll actually be buying back all the music I lost, it's going to cost me a lot of money. It'll take some time too.
Many things are going through my head lately, the main thing being a relationship that might end before it's even begun. It's hard to think that this could work, or that it couldn't. I'm not sure what to think now. And I don't know how far I'd be willing to go on a chance that's based entirely off my personal feelings. I've been down this road before. But really...if no one in this little town is remotely interested in me, why not go away to someone who is? It's a little sad, but I can't go on this lonely way. It's horrid.
That's all I can think of today. Time for a lyric, quote, and photo.
Lyric: "Every day is a battle I face. Strange life I live, but it's what you've decided. I give it all into your hands, do what you will with me. And oh, I'll smile when you speak; remember all those times I was hoping for something, and shaking my head from all I have done? But you never left me." - I would do anything for you, FTP
Quote: "Companions, in misery and worse - that is what we all are, and to try to change this substantially, avails us nothing." - Franz Liszt
Photo: Another of me; a picture I took for the special one.
