Introduction

Welcome to my online journal! What I post here is not consistent, and it doesn't fall into any one category. I post about my thoughts, my dreams, lifestyle, and anything else I might feel like posting!

Friday, June 1, 2012

Pennies and dimes for a kiss

I finally bought Kimbra's album Vows and have been listening to every song on repeat coupled with every song on Rufus Wainwright's new album Out Of The Game. I am so in love with the mixture. Two of my favourite artists - Rufus, of course, my ultimate favourite male singer, and now I'm continuing to fall in love with Kimbra. I have so many female artist loves, but there's something about her that can't be contained. Then again, there's my beloved "pop crack", meaning the popular pop music that comes out all the time, and for whatever reason, Carly Rae Jepson's Call Me Maybe is always stuck in my head. It's so damn catchy, but so transparent. I wish I was better than this, but I'm really not. I guess it's just my guilty pleasure.
In other news, despite my desperate want and dream to become pregnant, I was reminded last night with a vengeance that my uterus has no such plans. Yes, after almost a month off, my lovely female friend has come to visit, and I was both relieved and disappointed. Relieved because I know that I'm not unhealthy in that department (even though it seems my cycle is two times as long as the average person), and also that I can drink wine. Yay, wine. And disappointed because yes, I was considering for a moment that some other intervention was the cause of my period's hiatus. Sadly, that is not the case, but one day, it will be, and I'll probably jump up and down for joy. In the meantime, this huge tummy of mine needs to get lost, and being on a period does not help with the pathetic attempt to lose weight. All it wants is chocolate.
"I feel the four become five, and I'm waiting, waiting, waiting for you to walk down the boulevard, and to take me, take me, take me. But the moment you appear, you wake me, wake me, wake me, out of the slumbers of my head, from the slums of loneliness. And there's no conspiracy behind the way to high streets, when love is a two way street. And I think I'm ready to let you get under my skin. I can't make you fall for me - love is a two way street." - Kimbra "Two Way Street"
On my one day off besides Sunday (now that I work every Saturday I don't get two days off in a row anymore, not even on weekdays), I didn't manage to sleep in, but I did get some much needed cleaning done. It was a zen time, laundry, kitchen, bathrooms. My cat slept so hard he fell off his cat post, and I freaked cause it happened behind me, and suddenly he was blinking and when I tried to grab him he ran away. Poor baby.
In between cleaning I have been interneting and watching Bones - Netflix only has the 6 seasons, and I'm almost done. What on earth will I do unil they release the 7th?! Maybe start watching something else...but I just love Bones so much, I'll probably be a bit lost for a while. One of my favourite characters was shot in the last episode I watched, and it was quite sad...
"Cece was the anarchist empress of Austria, and I was in the same state that she was in, wondering over and over and how can I get over it, and wondering if hell is that bad." - Rufus Wainwright "Perfect Man"
Other than that, I've been getting more and more into makeup and nail polish and etc. Watching tutorials on Youtube and I've got my favrourite "gurus" as they're called...I spend entirely too much time watching beautiful people talk about things they have and how they live their lives. I wish I could be a beautiful person too.
I don't think I relaly have anything else to talk about today. Whew.