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Welcome to my online journal! What I post here is not consistent, and it doesn't fall into any one category. I post about my thoughts, my dreams, lifestyle, and anything else I might feel like posting!

Wednesday, July 31, 2013

2013: "High Hopes" 2011: "TomFoolery"

BOLD letters are my 2013 answer. Some answers from 2011 have been changed - this was previously on Facebook, and names were appropriate there, and they aren't here.



Where was your default picture taken?
My dining room table.
My default picture on Facebook was taken in my bathroom. #makeupartistthuglife
My default picture here? I'm not sure which one I have up. Whoops. 

Your relationship status?
Facebook says it's single.
Listen to the Facebook. It knows all the things.

Have you ever lost a close friend?
Yes.
I have.

What is your current mood?
Content.
Hot - it gets ridiculously hot in my house at night. :( 

Do you have a job?
Yes :) The best job ever.
I do. For the most part, I love it.

Have a crazy side?
Side?
Agree with the earlier answer. Lol.

Ever had a near death experience?
No, but I've had an out-of-body experience (apparently...ask my mother).
Nope, but I was almost hit by a car once. Does that count?

Angry at anyone?
Nope (why do these things always ask if I'm angry?).
Angry? No. Disappointed, aggravated, upset? Yes.

What's stopping you from going for the person you like?
Nothing.
Body image, inner self smacking outer self, those kinds of things. I never am able to just "go for it" - no matter what "it" is. 

When was the last time you cried?
Last night...
I'm not sure.

Is there anyone you would do anything for?
Yes.
Yes, a few people.

Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
The lady at the SPCA...
Whoever I last talked to at work, who called in.

What are you doing right now?
This.
Listening to youtube, writing this post, snuggling my cat. <3

Have you ever dated someone for over a year?
Yes.
Yes.

How do you want to die?
Dunno. I don't really think about that.
Again, I'd like to not think about those things.

What is your real name?
Sam...?
Sam. >.> It hasn't changed, honest. 

Ever eaten food in a car while you are driving?
I don't drive. :P
I don't drive, but I often feed the seagull that drives me around. 

Ever made out in the bathroom?
Not that I remember...
Um....there are better places, people.

Would you take any of your exes back?
No.
I doubt it.

Would you live with someone without marrying them?
I already am...? My parents..? And brother and sister...?
I lived with two guys for 8 months and the only thing I realized on the other side of that time was it makes no sense for women and men to live together unless they're brother and sister and still live with their parents as children, or if they are in a committed relationship with each other. I loathed picking up after two slobs who were older than I was. 

Is this year the best year of your life?
It's just starting. Give it time.
I doubt it.

What' s your zodiac sign?
Capricorn (I don't care what those other things say...about them changing and whatnot)
Capricorn.

Have you ever seen someone you knew & purposely avoided them?
All the time...
Yes. I'm a socially awkward penquin.

How many months until your birthday?
My birthday just passed, so ... 12. Or would that be 11, considering we're currently in the month I was born in..
5-6, depending if you count the current month or not.

When was the last time you changed clothes in front of some one?
Today.
Today...

Do you believe exes can really ever be "just friends"?
You can sure as hell try.
You can try. 

Would you prefer being locked in a room with your ex or your worst enemy?
Ex.
Ex - I feel that we'd remain friends. Or at least I'd hope so.

What would happen if you had a baby with the last person you kissed?
It'd be a medical miracle...
I agree with the earlier statement.

Would you prefer a kiss on the cheek or neck?
Neck :P
Cheek! 

Have you ever done something you told yourself you wouldn't do?
Yeah.
Of course.

Is there someone you used to talk to every day that you don't talk to at all?
Yeeeeeeeeees
Yes. :(

Have you ever known someone that just creeped you out?
Some people do...
Yes. I have also known people that I can feel hate me. I'm not sure why this is.

When you're home alone do you still close the door when you shower?
Of course..
Absolutely.

Which would be more meaningful to you: I love you a lot, I love you so much?
So much.
So much - as long as it was honest.

Was your last kiss, standing up, sitting down, or laying down?
Sitting down.
I don't remember. How bad is that?

When's the last time someone of the opposite sex told you they miss you?
I can't remember exactly..but I think a few days ago.
A few days ago I was talking with a friend I haven't seen in almost a year, and we will be seeing him again in just a month's time, and we miss seeing each other all the time. :(

Do you hate the last person you kissed?
No.
No!

Do you have a friend that is a complete and total flirt around everyone?
Not obviously.
^ 2011 me had it right.

Do you think you will be in a relationship 3 months from now?
I'm hoping.
I certainly hope so...

When someone says "We need to talk", what runs through your mind?
I start panicking. I assume it's going to be bad.
I absolutely fear the worst immediately, without question. Talk about your guilty conscience! The thing is, I haven't done anything wrong. I'm just a worrier. 

Does anything hurt on your body?
Not right now.
Yes...:(

Have you ever broken up with someone for someone else?
Yes.
Yes - I'm not proud to admit it, but I can admit it, and that's something.

Do you regret dating anyone?
No.
Yes.

Ever been told by someone that they loved you?
Yep.
Yes, a few people.

Have you accidentally sent a text to the wrong person?
Today...>.
Yes, I have. It's awkward, but it happens to everyone.

Do you like to cuddle?
Yep!
Of course!

Have you ever been so hurt that you wanted to stop feeling completely?
Rarely.
Agree.

What smiley face do you use often?
:)
^_^, :), :3, <3, :D, xD

Has anyone ever tried to ruin a relationship you were in?
Not really
I don't think so, though an old friend's new wife has this obscene jealousy of my existance for some reason. I have never met her, or him, he's just a friend, and I actually hadn't spoken to him for almost three years until after he got married, and messaged me to inform me of this odd situation a few months ago. We haven't talked since, and probably won't very much anymore.

If you were in the hospital on life support, would the last person you kissed be there for you?
I'd be hoping so.
Fingers crossed.

Ever tackled someone to the ground?
Nope..too shy.
Nope.

Did you climb trees when you were young?
Yes :) Our Willow tree.
I did, but not excessively. Just the Willow in the backyard.

Does your password have to do with a person?
Nope.
No - my cat, some of them are just numbers, some are words, some are combinations. I have several different passwords I switch out all the time.

How did you feel when you woke up today?
Sad, and then immensely relieved upon receiving good news.
Tired. And confused by a very odd and uncomfortable dream involving dental surgery.

Is there a person of the opposite sex who means a lot to you?
A couple <3
There are a few, yes.

Sunday, July 28, 2013

SMQ (14)

131. If you could choose to return to a set point in time and relive it, but not change anything, what would you choose, and why?
I would probably choose any summer prior to grade 6 in my childhood. I tend to remember at that time I wasn't aware about so many things I'm aware of now. It was an innocent, happy, carefree time in my life and I wish I could go back to a time when I didn't worry about anything but being called in from the backyard before I was ready to come in.

132. What is your strongest memory of your parents, from your childhood, and what were you all doing at the time?
My dad worked in camp a lot when I was a kid, so I don't have any particularly strong memories of him to share. But my mom was always home, for the most part. I remember in the summer she would call us in when it started getting dark and we would make any excuse to stay outside and play - even offer to sleep out there under the willow tree if it came to that. That, and when we were really young and my mom would give us apple juice, she would make us sit on the floor up against the dishwasher so we didn't walk around the spill juice everywhere. I remember keenly that the three of us had to sit there on the floor until we'd finished our juice, otherwise we didn't get any. My mom was one of those people who kept us from consuming a lot of high-sugar stuff, so if we wanted to run around and play, we got water. If you sat still and quiet the juice was more of a treat. Mind you, this is when we were very young - I was probably no older than 6.

133. You are given 24 hours to do whatever you like, money is no object. What would you do, and why?
Well, I would say travel the world, but you can't really do that in 24 hours. I guess I'd go out and get myself a house and maybe a dog. Or, if this "money is no object" thing means you have to go and DO something, not necessarily set yourself up for a nice future, I suppose I would get on a plane and go somewhere fancy for a day. Why not?

134. You have to invite 5 people to dinner, dead or alive. Who do you invite, and why?
Oh, this is going to be delightful. First I'll start with my best friend in the world. That's one.
Second, my poet idol, William Wordsworth. There's two.
Three is Queen Elizabeth the first, my political idol.
Four would probably be my mother, because who else would enjoy this company better?
Fifth, the composer Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart. Why not?

135. What makes your favourite song so special? How do you relate to it?
I don't have a constant favourite song.

136. What are some colors you see in your everyday life?
This is kind of a weird question. I guess, green is a big one. There's so much foliage and so many trees in my area. I love that I'm always surrounded by forest on three sides, and ocean on the other. That's the next one - blue. The ocean is just down the road from me and it's something that I love very much. Any time spent away from home I find myself missing the ocean more than anything else about my hometown - besides my family, cats, etc. Orange, black, and white are next. These are the colors of my baby cats, my ginger tabby and tuxedo boys. -I guess pink goes along with them too, for their ears, noses, toes...

137. What is your fondest memory of an animal or pet you once had?
I assume this means pets who have since passed away. I guess I would choose my first dog, who my parents had 1 year before I was born. He died when I was 12 and he was my best friend for those years. His name was Ranger and I remember the night after he died I heard his collar jingling - I saw his ghost lying on his bed in the basement where he always liked to sleep. I feel like this sighting was his way of saying goodbye to me, seperate from the rest of the family.

138. If you could relive one if your previous trips, who of your current entourage would you take with you?
My best friend.

139. What happens in the latest movie you saw?
I saw Despicable Me 2, and I don't want to spoil it for anyone who hasn't seen it yet, since it's fairly new!

140. Can you picture yourself in the shoes of any of the protagonists?
Um...the girl, I guess? But she's kind of my polar opposite personality type, so IDK.