Introduction

Welcome to my online journal! What I post here is not consistent, and it doesn't fall into any one category. I post about my thoughts, my dreams, lifestyle, and anything else I might feel like posting!

Thursday, March 20, 2014

Picture Roll

My baby puppy Maia, a few weeks before she came home. I think she was almost 2 months old here. Maybe a tad younger.

Here's another one! Baby fluffy puppy <3

Shameless selfie.

Maia, older now, practicing her "down"

Christmas day. Maia's first Christmas was lovely

My favourite place is a walk in the woods!

In January I wrote out this list of resolutions. So far I'm working on all of them besides the driver's license...it's difficult when you work 8-5 and the office is only open 9-4! Since I don't drive, it's not like I can whip myself down there on my lunch break.

My 2014 Birthday picture. I'm 22 this year! I feel like I'm finally starting to make headway with my goals.

The beginning of this year brought some of the heaviest snow days I've seen in CR.

More shameless selfie time.

RAW dessert - blended frozen bananas, almond milk, cacao powder, chia seeds, with cinnamon and blueberries on top! It was SO delicious. Too bad my blender croaked just when I started getting into making green smoothies.

Maia's face when I wouldn't give her a treat. She is 6 months old here, in her crate at her first ever conformation show!! She gained a point here, which goes towards her Canadian Championship.

The same weekend, Maia and I decided we needed to take a selfie together in the car.

Maia posing on her first ever off leash walk in her favorite trail by our house.

Phoenix loves couch cushions. He keeps wondering when we're giving Maia back. Unlucky for him...we're not. Hahah.

Wednesday, March 12, 2014

Health and GF Update.

Hey guys.
I'm still not sure if anyone actually reads my online journal, but I thought I'd do a quick update on my thoughts and my health, mental and physical.
Ever since I started a Gluten Free journey about a year ago, I have discovered that I'm passionate about finding out where food comes from. I would be lying, however, if I said I didn't still cheat and order things like pasta and pizza, eat chocolate and drink Tim Hortons every day. But for the most part, I'm becoming very cautious and aware of what I'm purchasing and putting in my house and my body. For example, I'm paying close attention to recycled materials, organic stamps or labels, and once my local Sunday market comes back you can bet I'll be frequenting it for local produce. 
I am in no way saying this to be snobby - but there are so many people on this planet that see a burger and fries from a fast food joint as a staple in their diet. You know that they're aware it's not the "smart" choice. But they do it anyway.
Since going gluten free, I haven't been able to order the foods I would usually order. I haven't been able to eat burgers, take away pizzas, crazy bread, pasta, bagels, sandwiches, etc. The list goes on. Of course there are so many GF versions of these foods now. And for a treat, these are great to have in the house. But they're just not the same, and there's a reason for that. Human beings were never meant to consume wheat, really. They were never meant to consume genetically modified corn and apples sprayed with wax and pesticides. God forbid a bug crawl on your fruit. That's why you wash it, right?
I don't know. And I'm by no means an expert. And I'm kind of getting off track.
My point to all this rambling is this: whole foods will improve your health. Consuming whole, well-produced foods will work wonders on your body. You know that after eating a large, fatty or starchy meal you feel like crap. You feel that way for a reason. 
I'm making an effort to include more whole foods in my life, and I think so many other people could benefit from doing the same thing. It's not hurting anyone! Actually, it would probably hurt less. I'm not saying veganism or paleoism or gluten free living is for everyone. It seems there's a new diet trend out there for people from all walks of life these days. You can read online, pick up a book, watch a video about any kind of lifestyle you wish. But who says you should conform to being any one of these things? Why can't you just eat wholesome foods that make you feel good and make your body into what you want it to be? 
Most of us want to lose weight. I'm included in that bracket - no one is perfect and I do have pounds to lose. I'm not saying I don't. By implementing a raw, whole food diet into my regular life, I feel that I'm helping myself get better. And if one person can do that, so can others. 
There are so many helping hands out there these days.
Anyway, let me go into a bit more detail of some switches I've been using lately to help progress into a raw food diet over the next year or so. 
It took me almost a year to go Gluten Free and learn about the lifestyle and what wheat does to my body. I know now that I can't eat gluten, and that I feel like absolute shit on a stick if I do (accidentally, or otherwise). I haven't intentionally eaten gluten in months, but I did have an attack by a restaurant back in January which was absolutely brutal. I've learned so much and I want to keep learning. Here's a few changes I've been slowly making in my diet, home, life. I hope they help you too.

Give up: Tim Hortons Mocha
Try this: Double Double Tim Hortons Coffee
I only drink one of these on an average day, and sometimes we don't go at all. I mostly have these in the morning at work. I used to order a mocha all the time - and I know that a double double still involves processed white sugar and dairy cream - but it's better than half hot chocolate. It's fewer calories, less fat and less sugar. This is one vice I allow myself - I am not the same person without morning coffee! I hope in the next year to slowly get away from the sugar entirely. Or, to ask for just cream and add my own agave or something instead of the white sugar. I've become very in love with coffee and I don't want that love to end...I usually just have the one cup a day.

Give up: Processed fruit juices
Try this: Fruit waters
I haven't had a lot of orange juice lately. Instead I've been cutting up a lemon, and/or a handful of blueberries or raspberries, sometimes cucumber, and putting that in either a large glass or small pitcher in the fridge overnight. I've been drinking that instead of fruit juice from the store. The best part? You're getting additional hydration, it tastes great, is really cheap to make, and you can use any fruit you want! I've seen these done with herbs too - like mint. You can always blend a fruit juice and strain it, but I don't have a high speed blender (or at least one with a high enough speed), so I've been doing the "fruit infused" waters instead.

Give up: Brown sugar (in teas) - I still use these sugars for baking etc
Try this: Agave syrup
 I've become a lover of agave lately. Some I like more than others. And I like this better in chai tea then anything else. I'd rather have chai than another tea anyway. But I'll get to that. My favourite is the Nectave one, but it's only available for purchase in bulk. So when I see it at Winners, I grab as many as they have. I love the flavor of this one. There's another brand I get at the grocery store too, and I keep a bottle of the vanilla agave at work for coffee if I happen to have some there - which isn't too often, as I usually need to buy a creamer too. Anyway. This stuff is really sweet - the one I'm currently using says "25% sweeter than sugar, so you don't have to use as much". And they aren't lying. I know when I've put too much in. Since I don't like honey, this is a good alternative to more processed sugars, and I don't care for artificial sweetener. However, agave isn't for everyone. It's actually high in sugar, so if you're diabetic, this won't work for you (I know this only because my mom is, so she can't use it). Otherwise I really like using this in tea or coffee, and I feel better knowing that it's organic.

Give up: Windex, or other chemical-based cleaners
Try this:  Green, organic, or chemical free cleaner, like IQ, Method, PC Organics
I don't use most chemical-based cleaners anymore. The only things I haven't found a replacement for is drano, which is pretty difficult to find a working one that's organic, my laundry detergent (the one I have is the only one that hasn't made me itchy!) and the wetjet refills for my Swiffer. I use PC Organics toilet bowl cleaner (works just as well as Lysol!), IQ grapefruit bathroom cleaner and green tea all purpose cleaner, and Bath and Body Works hand soaps - which aren't organic, but they are at least cruelty free, and I really like them. This one holds true of tissues, toilet paper, paper towel, and the like. Even my cat litter says it's biodegradable. Eventually I want to get a cat genie so I don't have to throw litter away at all.

Give up: Cheap, processed chocolate
Try this: Organic, fair trade chocolate
Chocolate companies use way too much crap in their treats. It's not necessary - organic chocolate comes pretty close in price (not exactly, but if you think about it, it's pretty reasonable), and is usually fair trade too. I like the Camino, Green Black, and Endangered Species varieties. Yes, I still buy crappy chocolate sometimes. But I'm conscious of what I'm doing, and if I'm in the grocery store and get hit by my sweet tooth, I make a point of checking out the organic section. You can usually find vegan versions too.
Give up: Kraft Dinner, Sidekicks, other boxed meals
Try this: Annie's organic macaroni and cheese/GF varieties 
Who said healthy food can't taste good? When I'm really lazy and want something warm and comforting, I usually check my GF cupboard for a box of Annie's Organic. There are two GF varieties, a traditional mac and cheese and then a shells and white cheddar, which I prefer. These make a quick and easy meal that usually feed two portions or if I'm only cooking for myself, dinner and leftovers for lunch the next day. There are so many kinds for everyone else too, so if you're looking for something new, I seriously recommend looking at these the next time you're in the store. Yes, they are more expensive than regular KD, but they are certified organic, and for someone like myself who actually can't eat KD anymore, they're a great option.

These are just a few of the swaps I've made in everyday life. Let me know down below if you're interested in seeing more. I'm sure I could come up with a ton of posts about this.
Thanks for reading...
 


Friday, January 10, 2014

Resolutions 2014.

This post took forever to get up. And not for the reasons you'd think - thinking too much on each one, too busy to write, etc etc. I'm basically just lazy. I've been spending a lot of time on my beauty blog, which you can check out here if you haven't already. So if you're looking to check in with me a little more regularly, hop on over there for all things beauty related.
But anyway, this is not what this post is about. 

RESOLUTIONS for 2014

Lose Weight
This is a constant one for most people. It was one for me last year as well, and I think I'm on my way. 

Gluten Free
In 2013 I started a gluten free diet. For the most part I'm cautious of what I eat now but I have cheated and haven't been as careful as I could be. I'm going to make it a goal for 2014 to be very cautious of what I'm eating and where it's from. I think it's easier to watch what I eat when you take any possibility of ordering in or eating out off the table, so to speak. For example, I can't order a burger through a drive through or a take home pizza anymore. It's also encouraging me to cook more at home and eat a little better.

Organic, Fair Trade, Local (Food)
I'm trying to purchase as many organic, fair trade products as I can in the coming year. I'm already doing this, but I could be trying harder (like I said in the GF section). With every organic purchase over processed purchase, I feel better about things.

Cruelty Free, Vegan, Not tested on animals, as natural as possible (Cosmetics, Body care, Hair care, and Nail care)
I am making it a goal to only purchase personal care items that are at the very least cruelty free (meaning against animal testing and the use of animal products in cosmetics). I'm also trying to stick with products that are as natural as possible. For example, most of what I was using a year ago was full of chemicals which are no good for your skin! Now I'm obsessed with vegan, organic skincare which works better than the chemical-filled garbage.

Save Money
Again, another common new year's resolution for a lot of people. There is talk of going away on a trip to England at the tail end of 2014, so I really do need to jump on this resolution as quickly as possible.

Get L license
This joins in with the laziness thing. I am now 22 and don't have my driver's license yet. What a lazy ass I am. One of my big goals for this year is to get on learning. The sooner I learn the sooner I will get places. Literally. 


WISH LIST for 2014
I thought I would include some of the things I'm wishing for this year. These are items, so don't get all fussy on the fact that I have a wish list of things I plan to save up for and/or purchase this year. It's just something I wanted to put up somewhere so I'll remember.

Cat Genie
My boys will be 3 years old in May and I've wanted one of these since I got them. They're expensive, but I like that they are eco-friendly, and scooping won't be necessary anymore! And I can stop buying litter to throw away later. 
Queen (or larger) Bed
Yes, I want to buy a bigger bed. How else can my cats sleep away the day in ultimate comfort?
Queer As Folk Complete Series
Again, something that might sound a little weird to some people. I've been meaning to buy this series since I finished it a couple years ago (I watched all the seasons, almost three times, online). I just haven't done it yet. I think this year I will save up and purchase it for myself.

Alright guys, that's my new year's post for 2014! Who knows how often I'll come back to this blog, but if you want to catch up with me, hop over to my beauty blog (link is in the top of this post). I'm on there a lot more frequently.

Thanks for reading! Ciao!

Sunday, November 3, 2013

Wonderance.

Once again, becoming backtracked in the trails of my own mind, I am lost in wonderance. 
The mirror always lies. It shows the extremes no one could dream of - friend and enemy, beauty and ugliness, fat and thin, dreaming and wakefulness, smile and scowl, man and woman, smart and stupid. I am both and neither.
 

Wednesday, July 31, 2013

2013: "High Hopes" 2011: "TomFoolery"

BOLD letters are my 2013 answer. Some answers from 2011 have been changed - this was previously on Facebook, and names were appropriate there, and they aren't here.



Where was your default picture taken?
My dining room table.
My default picture on Facebook was taken in my bathroom. #makeupartistthuglife
My default picture here? I'm not sure which one I have up. Whoops. 

Your relationship status?
Facebook says it's single.
Listen to the Facebook. It knows all the things.

Have you ever lost a close friend?
Yes.
I have.

What is your current mood?
Content.
Hot - it gets ridiculously hot in my house at night. :( 

Do you have a job?
Yes :) The best job ever.
I do. For the most part, I love it.

Have a crazy side?
Side?
Agree with the earlier answer. Lol.

Ever had a near death experience?
No, but I've had an out-of-body experience (apparently...ask my mother).
Nope, but I was almost hit by a car once. Does that count?

Angry at anyone?
Nope (why do these things always ask if I'm angry?).
Angry? No. Disappointed, aggravated, upset? Yes.

What's stopping you from going for the person you like?
Nothing.
Body image, inner self smacking outer self, those kinds of things. I never am able to just "go for it" - no matter what "it" is. 

When was the last time you cried?
Last night...
I'm not sure.

Is there anyone you would do anything for?
Yes.
Yes, a few people.

Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
The lady at the SPCA...
Whoever I last talked to at work, who called in.

What are you doing right now?
This.
Listening to youtube, writing this post, snuggling my cat. <3

Have you ever dated someone for over a year?
Yes.
Yes.

How do you want to die?
Dunno. I don't really think about that.
Again, I'd like to not think about those things.

What is your real name?
Sam...?
Sam. >.> It hasn't changed, honest. 

Ever eaten food in a car while you are driving?
I don't drive. :P
I don't drive, but I often feed the seagull that drives me around. 

Ever made out in the bathroom?
Not that I remember...
Um....there are better places, people.

Would you take any of your exes back?
No.
I doubt it.

Would you live with someone without marrying them?
I already am...? My parents..? And brother and sister...?
I lived with two guys for 8 months and the only thing I realized on the other side of that time was it makes no sense for women and men to live together unless they're brother and sister and still live with their parents as children, or if they are in a committed relationship with each other. I loathed picking up after two slobs who were older than I was. 

Is this year the best year of your life?
It's just starting. Give it time.
I doubt it.

What' s your zodiac sign?
Capricorn (I don't care what those other things say...about them changing and whatnot)
Capricorn.

Have you ever seen someone you knew & purposely avoided them?
All the time...
Yes. I'm a socially awkward penquin.

How many months until your birthday?
My birthday just passed, so ... 12. Or would that be 11, considering we're currently in the month I was born in..
5-6, depending if you count the current month or not.

When was the last time you changed clothes in front of some one?
Today.
Today...

Do you believe exes can really ever be "just friends"?
You can sure as hell try.
You can try. 

Would you prefer being locked in a room with your ex or your worst enemy?
Ex.
Ex - I feel that we'd remain friends. Or at least I'd hope so.

What would happen if you had a baby with the last person you kissed?
It'd be a medical miracle...
I agree with the earlier statement.

Would you prefer a kiss on the cheek or neck?
Neck :P
Cheek! 

Have you ever done something you told yourself you wouldn't do?
Yeah.
Of course.

Is there someone you used to talk to every day that you don't talk to at all?
Yeeeeeeeeees
Yes. :(

Have you ever known someone that just creeped you out?
Some people do...
Yes. I have also known people that I can feel hate me. I'm not sure why this is.

When you're home alone do you still close the door when you shower?
Of course..
Absolutely.

Which would be more meaningful to you: I love you a lot, I love you so much?
So much.
So much - as long as it was honest.

Was your last kiss, standing up, sitting down, or laying down?
Sitting down.
I don't remember. How bad is that?

When's the last time someone of the opposite sex told you they miss you?
I can't remember exactly..but I think a few days ago.
A few days ago I was talking with a friend I haven't seen in almost a year, and we will be seeing him again in just a month's time, and we miss seeing each other all the time. :(

Do you hate the last person you kissed?
No.
No!

Do you have a friend that is a complete and total flirt around everyone?
Not obviously.
^ 2011 me had it right.

Do you think you will be in a relationship 3 months from now?
I'm hoping.
I certainly hope so...

When someone says "We need to talk", what runs through your mind?
I start panicking. I assume it's going to be bad.
I absolutely fear the worst immediately, without question. Talk about your guilty conscience! The thing is, I haven't done anything wrong. I'm just a worrier. 

Does anything hurt on your body?
Not right now.
Yes...:(

Have you ever broken up with someone for someone else?
Yes.
Yes - I'm not proud to admit it, but I can admit it, and that's something.

Do you regret dating anyone?
No.
Yes.

Ever been told by someone that they loved you?
Yep.
Yes, a few people.

Have you accidentally sent a text to the wrong person?
Today...>.
Yes, I have. It's awkward, but it happens to everyone.

Do you like to cuddle?
Yep!
Of course!

Have you ever been so hurt that you wanted to stop feeling completely?
Rarely.
Agree.

What smiley face do you use often?
:)
^_^, :), :3, <3, :D, xD

Has anyone ever tried to ruin a relationship you were in?
Not really
I don't think so, though an old friend's new wife has this obscene jealousy of my existance for some reason. I have never met her, or him, he's just a friend, and I actually hadn't spoken to him for almost three years until after he got married, and messaged me to inform me of this odd situation a few months ago. We haven't talked since, and probably won't very much anymore.

If you were in the hospital on life support, would the last person you kissed be there for you?
I'd be hoping so.
Fingers crossed.

Ever tackled someone to the ground?
Nope..too shy.
Nope.

Did you climb trees when you were young?
Yes :) Our Willow tree.
I did, but not excessively. Just the Willow in the backyard.

Does your password have to do with a person?
Nope.
No - my cat, some of them are just numbers, some are words, some are combinations. I have several different passwords I switch out all the time.

How did you feel when you woke up today?
Sad, and then immensely relieved upon receiving good news.
Tired. And confused by a very odd and uncomfortable dream involving dental surgery.

Is there a person of the opposite sex who means a lot to you?
A couple <3
There are a few, yes.