Introduction

Welcome to my online journal! What I post here is not consistent, and it doesn't fall into any one category. I post about my thoughts, my dreams, lifestyle, and anything else I might feel like posting!

Saturday, December 17, 2011

Just A Kiss

The song is completely untrue (meaning the lyrics and message don't apply to me or my life right now), but it's so beautiful and I can't stop listening to it. Lady Antebellum, you've done it again. I normally don't like this kind of one dimension pop music, especially slow stuff, but their voices are so lovely. They remind me of a watered-down Hush Sound. When I say that, I mean their voice combinations remind me of the style the Hush Sound vocals used to be in. The Hush Sound is since broken up, but that's not the point. And when I say "watered down", I mean that their lyrics and message are so completely obvious that there's no mystery to it at all.
Now, however, I'm relaxing after dinner and a day of wandering around. I started with harnessing the kittens up and taking them to my work to visit with some of my coworkers. I learned, happily, that they are right on par with their weight. How lovely! And I got some cute pictures (which I'll upload tomorrow, since my camera is hiding and I can't seem to find it at the moment) of them on the couch.
Then we went downtown to pick up some grocery items for the Christmas party tomorrow. I settled on a veggie platter (celery, baby carrots, cucumber, bell pepper, and snap peas) comprised of fresh vegetables, as well as a meat/cheese/cracker platter, with ham, turkey breast, 6 different kinds of crackers, and marbled cheddar cheese. Oh yes. I think I'm quite prepared. Of course, while in the store, I wasn't too happy and I've actually been off all day. But my roommate (and chauffer, haha) spruced me up with coffee (that I bought, ironically) and positive reinforcement (the promise of sushi afterwards). Unfortunately, the car was having trouble starting so we never ended up getting sushi. But we did have couscous with tomato/spinach sauce and turkey meatballs. Yum.
I guess that's it for today. I'm distracted by The Big Bang Theory.

Recap

Here's a quick recap of my Friday before we go out to visit my work and weigh the kittens to see how much they've grown since their neuter three months ago.
Work was tiring, we had an emergency at the end of the day and a walk-in before that. Both cats were okay, went home quickly, and I was glad for that. My coworker and I got our close done on time and were out on time. It was fabulous. I love evenings like that. I confirmed with my other coworker when her Christmas party this weekend was, and she gave me her address, so that's where I'll be Sunday afternoon. Sounds good. I have to make some food for it, but I think I'll just do a cheese/cracker, veggies/dip platter or something. I'll make it myself, of course. I don't agree with prepackaged veggies/dip and whatnot. So we're going to go to the store today. And visit my work. :)
Anyway, Friday, after work I went home to shower and change, then my sister picked me up and we got a couple movies, then went home to gorge ourselves on junk food and watch movies till midnight or so. It's a tradition in my family that we've done for years before Christmas - a late movie night and junk food, usually the week before the holiday. Since we were usually out of school by then, it didn't matter that as young children we were up till midnight. Haha. My childhood is so drab, but we decided to continue the tradition even though I don't live at home anymore. We watched Sweeny Todd (from my collection), since my brother had never seen it, and then Rio from the movie store, since I said it was adorable. Pretty chill night.
Okay. Now that you know that, I gotta run, and get ready to go. I'm sure I'll do another post tonight. I'm prepared for boredom. And maybe vodka. Who knows?

Wednesday, December 14, 2011

Something So Simple

Long post. Prepare ye selves.
I'll start off easy. Here's a snapshot of our mini Christmas tree, which we decorated the night before this was taken. Okay, it doesn't look like this anymore - the damn cats decided it'd be a great idea to play with the ribbon (I bought sparkly gold ribbon in lieu of garland or tinsel as those two items make cats sick), bat the shiny balls off, and chew on a sparkly snowflake (causing one of them, I'm not sure who, to roll in panic and get glitter all over the carpet, which I then had to vacuum up). Geniuses. But the point is, we have a little Christmas tree, and it's beautiful. It makes the place smell like pine. Or fir. Whatever it is.
Okay. Down to business.
I'll start by explaining that all week, at work, we have had hardly anything to do. I've spent the time stuffing, stamping, and sealing envelopes for our year end newsletter. I've also hand written every address for our Christmas cards for our biggest contributors to the clinic. I don't know if I've finished them all yet, but I finished the list my office manager gave me, and it was easily 50 envelopes. There may be more for me to do tomorrow. I've also finished some more purge boxes from the storage room, and we'll be tossing more old files from 2005 and earlier tomorrow. Sounds good. There have been moments of busyness. The other day, we had many appointments and there was one woman in particular who spent a good part of the afternoon getting diagnostics done on her large husky dog. The dog hadn't eaten in four days, was drinking a bit, and had a high fever. Our dr's ran blood tests and urine tests, and while they didn't find anything unusual, they suggested she come back the next day to run the same tests and see if a trend explained what was happening with the dog. She flipped her lid. I'm serious. She had a 30+ minute conversation with the dr treating her dog (who also happens to be the boss, and owner of the business and building) in the exam room, displaying her frustration with the care we were trying to provide to her and her pet.
Afterwards, she came out to pay her bill, and expressed more anger, frustration, and kept on and on about how unfair and unjust our business was, as well as how we "didn't know" what we were doing, how because "he's a vet" he should "just know what to do", etc, etc. This was the first time I'd ever had to deal with a complaint this big. I let her run her mouth for a little bit. I explained that she was paying for DIAGNOSTICS, which MAY provide answers, and if she same back, we may be able to find the problem. All problems are not solved immediately, and while she was given options, she refused them all. At some point, the dr that was seeing her overheard her displeasure and came to rescue me, standing behind me and hashing it out with her for another 20+ minutes. Meanwhile, time is ticking and I'm supposed to be doing my close. The phone hadn't rung yet, so I sneakily turned it over so no one would call. I sat very carefully, wringing my hands nervously while the dr and the client argued with each other. Her arguement was, as a dr, he should automatically know that the dog is sick and know how to cure it. His arguement was that without diagnostics, he isn't able to cure the root of the problem, and while he could prescribe something to mask the symptoms, it wouldn't matter in the long run, as the problem would still exist and the dog really wouldn't be getting any better. She wouldn't hear any of it. In the end, the dr told her that clearly she wasn't happy with our service, she wouldn't have to pay, and she should seek another practice as she clearly was not getting what she wanted from our clinic. In a huff, she left with anger and tears. It was one of the most awkward situations I've had to sit through. As I finished locking the doors, the dr came to me and said, "Sorry, was she really hard on you?" and I replied, a little shakily, "No, it was just a little weird." He nodded and then went home.
It was so hard, so awkward, so nerveracking. By the time I'd finished my close my nerves were shot; when I got to the car I broke down. Of course, in my frame of mind, knowing that her dog was suffering and she wasn't willing to help it using our hospital's options for care, made me so upset. It's the highest form of cruelty to be handed options and toss them away because they were "unjust", "cruel", or "potentially harmful". The next day I checked her file, saw that her files had been transfered to the holistic/homeopathic hospital about thirty minutes down the highway. I kind of saw it coming. Where else would she go?
Now that that's over with, here's a cute picture of Phoenix wearing his new Christmas collar, and exploring my wrapping paper-littered living room. I was wrapping up all the presents, and he really wanted to check it all out. It's not so easy to wrap things when there's a curious kitten batting at everything that moves.
Last night my roommate and I went to see the latest Twilight movie. I know, I know. I completely disagree with the Twilight franchise, the fanbase, the actors, etc. Well, that's not entirely true. I adore Robert Pattinson, though in the Twilight movies he looks so miserable it just makes me laugh. But in other movies, such as Little Ashes (in which he plays Salvador Dali), Remember Me, Water For Elephants...he's magical. And GORGEOUS. The best part about Breaking Dawn was those sex scenes where they (thankfully) focused on his pouty lips and rippling back muscles. Yum.
Anyway, the rest of the movie was a little bit confused for me. I was trying to compare with the book, while I hadn't actually read the book since it came out, and didn't really remember all the nuances of it. There were parts that I definitely knew weren't in the book. I don't like it when movies do that. And the ending was so anti-climactic and overly dramatic, it really killed it.
Because my roommate has her licence now, we then wandered Wal Mart once the movie was over, and she handed me something I've been looking for forever - MirrorMask on DVD!! Overjoyed, I happily purchased it and we went home. It was a good night.
To finish this rather long entry, here's a better picture of my baby kitty Phoenix with his Christmas collar on again. There's actually a red bell on there that you can't really see (since it's been turned around to the back of his neck so he doesn't chew on it). So yeah. There's my entry. Sorry I've been slacking so much.

Saturday, December 10, 2011

Ev'ry Day I'm Shuff'lin

Just finished playing Just Dance 3 and now "Party Rock Anthem" is stuck in my head. "Party rockin' in the house tonight, ev'rybody just have a good time. And we gon' make you lose your mind, ev'ry day I'm shuff'lin."
And my roommate decided it'd be a great idea to watch "Labyrinth", with David Bowie, as if I didn't have enough fucked up dreams already. This is bound to make them really special. :/ I actually have never seen this movie before so I can't form an opinion on it until I've watched it, but just judging by the "menu" reel of clips, this is going to be weird. -Sigh- Ah well. I guess if I'm going to be writing this I can ignore it for the most part. My roommate's little sister is here too so it's not like I'm the most comfortable I can be anyway. Whatever. I try my best.
Today I spent entirely too much money on groceries etc, mostly because I picked up some things for my coworkers for Christmas too. And I finished all my Christmas shopping yesterday - just waiting on my Avon order now, and then I can start wrapping! Oh yes. It shall be a fun filled afternoon tomorrow, between wrapping presents and building a gingerbread house. We already set up our tree - and the kittens enjoyed the bright, shiny ornaments that went onto it. And the lights! Anyway, I guess that's all for this entry. My life sure is boring!
Quote: "A labyrinth! Doesn't look that hard! Well, come on, feet!" - Sara, Labyrinth (yes, I literally took my quote of the day right off what I was watching)
Picture: Just playing with some light before work one morning. :P


Thursday, December 8, 2011

Something Special

I don't think I make enough money to fuel my dreams.
I get paid tomorrow and I already have plans for more than will be written on the check. All I can hope for is longer hours, or a raise. :/
Yeah, I guess maybe I don't need to buy so many Christmas presents. Or such high quality groceries (not the "no name" brands), or premium cat food for my two boys. Maybe I don't need Facebook or Twitter on my Blackberry, therefore making my $60 phone bill unnecessary. I mean, I have to pay rent, I have to make sure I have enough for my bi-weekly loan payment (on a scooter I haven't used in months and eventually hope to sell), I have to eat, and my cats have to eat. I could cut corners but I figure when I'm making $11 an hour and could afford (somehow) to buy all the same things, pay all the same bills, while paying at least $300 more a month to live in the apartment, I don't know why I'm hemorraging money. Plus, when I was paying all that for the apartment, I was only making $9 an hour. And I was lucky if I got 60 hours per pay period. Maybe I'm going too wild on this Christmas stuff? All of  my family members are capped. They have to be, or I'd go nuts.