Why does it always have to be fire

I am on a spending spree.

I finally bit the bullet and bought myself a couple of iTunes cards so I could replenish my music collection. I bought Rufus Wainwright's "Release The Stars", and when I get my next cards I'll buy the others too. I fell back in love with his music this week when I was feeling particularly emotional (I'm expecting a certain little female friend to come creeping up soon). His voice is like the voice of God (if there was a God). It's so magical, it can evoke all kinds of emotions. If I was in the right state of mind, some of his songs could probably stir me to tears. He's just so incredible.

Okay, enough of that. I actually went out and bought 3 of Coldplay's CD's from walmart today too. Besides the fact that it totaled over $30, I am very pleased. I've always loved them, and I feel they deserve me spending money on them. Their new album is incredible <3

I feel so sick and cold - I wonder if I'm getting a cold of some kind of flu. Ick. My boyfriend has offered to give me comfort and love. What a sweetie.

My roommate got accepted into Katimavik, so come July, I have to move again. For the first few days, I was in shock; I couldn't quite believe it. That probably made it seem like I wasn't happy for her - which isn't true, I am. It just came as a surprise. I had finally become comfortable living in her parent's basement, and now I have to plan to live in an apartment on my own. Which is going to suck, considering money is always a big thing, and I have two cats (most apartment buildings will allow you one, if you're lucky). So I have my expenses, and rent will most likely be worth at least one full paycheck. Doesn't sound like a very happy situation, does it? My boyfriend's parents have offered to let me live with them (which is amazing, considering they've met me...twice. Lol). But there's no way I can impose like that; I have tons of crap and two cats and they have two dogs and various reptiles, and no doors. There's no way I'd have any breathing room, and my cats would probably get out and get hit by a car or something. They're not cat people and don't really understand the craftiness that comes with that species. It's very nice and appreciated, but I would rather pay the extra money and have a place to myself. That way, if he and I are still dating by July (and I sure hope we will be), we'll have some privacy - FINALLY. It's so hard having a boyfriend when I live with parents and a young child, and he lives with his close-knit family. There's no breathing room, no privacy, no real "alone" time, if you know what I mean.

I'm just going to fall into Coldplay now. I'll keep a record of what's going on as more information comes available (because SO many people read this. Lol).